lillibet | (no subject)

Lately, I have these days where I feel as if everyone's mad at me. There's a lot going on and I'm trying to help where I can and it seems as if I'm not saying the right thing, not giving the right response, needing more attention than people have to spare--generally, that I'm just annoying everyone around me. When I try to pin down this feeling, to think *who* is mad at me, there's no answer. No one is mad at me. And when I try to think if I'm transferring my own anger outward, if I'm mad at the world, the answer is no, not especially. So I don't really know what's going on there, but if I react to you overly apologetically, let me know--I probably suspect that you're mad at me.