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Jun. 15th, 2004 03:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Lately, I have these days where I feel as if everyone's mad at me. There's a lot going on and I'm trying to help where I can and it seems as if I'm not saying the right thing, not giving the right response, needing more attention than people have to spare--generally, that I'm just annoying everyone around me. When I try to pin down this feeling, to think *who* is mad at me, there's no answer. No one is mad at me. And when I try to think if I'm transferring my own anger outward, if I'm mad at the world, the answer is no, not especially. So I don't really know what's going on there, but if I react to you overly apologetically, let me know--I probably suspect that you're mad at me.
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Date: 2004-06-15 01:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-06-15 01:51 pm (UTC)Hugs
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Date: 2004-06-15 03:02 pm (UTC)For the record, I'm not mad at you. :-)
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Date: 2004-06-15 03:41 pm (UTC)I certainly have in any case.
Just keep reminding yourself that you're someone who's very well liked and respected by huge chunk of your community, and make sure not to fall into it as a habit - it can be a very hard one to break (says the voice of experience :).
Here's hoping you wind up in a better mindset.
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Date: 2004-06-15 04:41 pm (UTC)No, no, just kidding.
I am, of course, not mad at you in any way.
But you knew that.
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Date: 2004-06-15 05:49 pm (UTC)